Life update – Not blogging alot lately.

Up & Down

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Hi,

Lately, I have “stopped” blogging , posting on Insta or making videos.  I have those mood swings , since January to be honest , where Im depressed and happy one day , then something happens (even the littlest things) , then every falls down. I had problems with my resident permit , I am still scared not to be taken in University next year , I have some courses I need to repass in my old univerisity in France , and Im scared I would fail those re-exam again, my mood swings influences my studiying program alot, meaning that If im not in the “right mood” for studying then I will procrastinate, which is funny because when it comes to work out , I am very severe to myself , I push myself to go EVERYDAY , because I know my dream body is close and if I give up now , everything i have been doing for 1 year , would have been for nothing. Still money problems, I live on my boyfriend’s scholarships, simply because I didn’t get a job , I don’t speak danish , so It’s very hard to find anything here … even if EVERYONE HERE said that I would find something fast .. lol look at me now …

Moreover , I have to take an english exam asap to prove , Im not dumb …Funny enough , I took an English test called TOEFL ( 200€ .. yeah ) , and I got 82/120 , I was supposed to get at least 88/120 to be even “considered a candidate” in my university … This is the part where I feel like a HUGE FAILURE. Everything I start , I never go fully ’til the end. There is always something blocking me, even myself.

Because of all of that , I am currently not in the mood to write or even make funny videos. I want to create a great content on Instagram, with nice photos, not just “clickbait” photos I did. I have no motivation for these things.

It is truely hard , to change your habits and who you are.  I know it is for the best , procrastination is bad but I just can’t help it sometimes it’s beyond me. I am far from my family , you might as well ask , why the fuck I am here. I ask that question to myself all the time, thank god my boyfriend is here. I feel like Im a bit harsh with him sometimes , like I feel bad , whenever I don’t do what he asks me , because he offers me so much … I don’t know.

I am the kind of person who thinks ALOT … too much. All I want right now is to be accepted to university (if possible second year) , to successfully pass my courses left, get a job in July , get that PERFECT BODEYY, See my family this summer.  Money – Study – Family.  Thats all I want and I need.

Sorry for that big novel  but I had to give an update , and to write it down really makes me face my problems and find a solution to fix them ASAP !!!! ❤

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Aalborg – April 2017

Bucketlist #4 : ITALY

Gorgeous

I have always loved Italy. The food ,the culture , the fashion and the awesome weather haha ! I listed some of the places I would love to visit.


Venice

Venice

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Venice© Credit : Claus Kjaersgaard FLICKR

Venice

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Milano

Milano

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a milano

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Rome and Vatican

Roma

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Roma

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Roma

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roma

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roma

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Florencia

Florencia

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14 - Florencia

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Sicilia

Sicilia © Credit : Daniel Iglesias Cat Flickr 
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Sicilia

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Have you ever been to Italy ?

Outfit Inspiration #28

Spanish flamenco inspiration 

Don’t forget to tell me what you think about this outfit in the comments ❤


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Joomi Lim • $60

BODYSUIT

Sans Souci • $29

SKIRT

H&M • $30

SHOES

PRETTYLITTLETHING • $20

CHAIN BAG

MKF • $40


IVY PARK /New collection SPRING 2017

First and Foremost, CONGRATS BEYONCE FOR YOUR TWINS !!!! ….

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First and Foremost, CONGRATS BEYONCE FOR YOUR TWINS !!!! This is very exciting, I admire her as an artist , Fashion Designer and simply humain being. She is so inspiring , that’s why I want to talk and show you her new collection. I love her brand, based on sportswear since I love fitness.

This collection , is based on flowers, kaki and orangy. Not a fan of the color, but I like the style.

You can purchase her new collection in Norstrom, TopShop or Zalando (Europe) 


 

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What do you think about her new collection ?

 

Silk wanties

Click here to find out ❤

Silk is such a good fabric , so soft and glossy. It is a “must-have” and a timeless fabric in your closet either we talk about the lingerie or regular clothes. I find silk quite luxurious as well ( thats why we love it so much too haha)


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  1. Naked Wardrobe • $64.00
  2. Miss Selfridge • $30
  3. Cindy Silk Cami • $70
  4. Zimmermann • $160 (ON SALE)
  5. M.A.P • $50
  6. Topshop Unique • $160
  7. La Perla • $65 (ON SALE)
  8. RAOUL • $145 (ON SALE)
  9. ERMANNO SCERVINO LINGERIE • $190
  10. KOBI HALPERIN • $198

 

Do you like silk ?

Youtube here I am

It’s never too late !

 I finally decided to make this freaking Youtube Channel I have talked about many times. I posted 3 videos so far.. ONLY GAMING haha, I love video games , I can’t help it.

Im still trying to figure out what kind of content , edit etc … I want for my videos , I need time to know exactly what I want and what people would like to see , that’s why I need comments, so I can improve and find out what people want to see.

My friends are very supportive , this is something that means alot to me , it takes alot of time to make and edit , so constructive reviews  would be very appriciated. As I like doing that , I get very touchy … Can seem stupid but its like that for everything I do and Love doing. I push myself and Im an internal unsatisfied person when it comes to work.

anyways here is my Channel , share , subcribe do whatever makes you happy !