Life update – Not blogging alot lately.

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Hi,

Lately, I have “stopped” blogging , posting on Insta or making videos.  I have those mood swings , since January to be honest , where Im depressed and happy one day , then something happens (even the littlest things) , then every falls down. I had problems with my resident permit , I am still scared not to be taken in University next year , I have some courses I need to repass in my old univerisity in France , and Im scared I would fail those re-exam again, my mood swings influences my studiying program alot, meaning that If im not in the “right mood” for studying then I will procrastinate, which is funny because when it comes to work out , I am very severe to myself , I push myself to go EVERYDAY , because I know my dream body is close and if I give up now , everything i have been doing for 1 year , would have been for nothing. Still money problems, I live on my boyfriend’s scholarships, simply because I didn’t get a job , I don’t speak danish , so It’s very hard to find anything here … even if EVERYONE HERE said that I would find something fast .. lol look at me now …

Moreover , I have to take an english exam asap to prove , Im not dumb …Funny enough , I took an English test called TOEFL ( 200€ .. yeah ) , and I got 82/120 , I was supposed to get at least 88/120 to be even “considered a candidate” in my university … This is the part where I feel like a HUGE FAILURE. Everything I start , I never go fully ’til the end. There is always something blocking me, even myself.

Because of all of that , I am currently not in the mood to write or even make funny videos. I want to create a great content on Instagram, with nice photos, not just “clickbait” photos I did. I have no motivation for these things.

It is truely hard , to change your habits and who you are.  I know it is for the best , procrastination is bad but I just can’t help it sometimes it’s beyond me. I am far from my family , you might as well ask , why the fuck I am here. I ask that question to myself all the time, thank god my boyfriend is here. I feel like Im a bit harsh with him sometimes , like I feel bad , whenever I don’t do what he asks me , because he offers me so much … I don’t know.

I am the kind of person who thinks ALOT … too much. All I want right now is to be accepted to university (if possible second year) , to successfully pass my courses left, get a job in July , get that PERFECT BODEYY, See my family this summer.  Money – Study – Family.  Thats all I want and I need.

Sorry for that big novel  but I had to give an update , and to write it down really makes me face my problems and find a solution to fix them ASAP !!!! ❤

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Aalborg – April 2017

Outfit Inspiration #28

Spanish flamenco inspiration 

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Joomi Lim • $60

BODYSUIT

Sans Souci • $29

SKIRT

H&M • $30

SHOES

PRETTYLITTLETHING • $20

CHAIN BAG

MKF • $40


Best dressed at the Golden Globes 2017

“The Golden Globe Award is an American accolade bestowed by the 93 members of the Hollywood Foreign Press Association (HFPA) recognizing excellence in film and television, both domestic and foreign. The annual formal ceremony and dinner at which the awards are presented are a major part of the film industry’s awards season, which culminates each year with the Academy Awards.

The 74th Golden Globe Awards, honoring the best in film and television in 2016, was broadcast live on January 8, 2017. Jimmy Fallon hosted the show.” Source: wikipedia

Here is my selection of the best dressed during this amazing night !


 

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Topshop • 19€

JEANS

Charlotte Russe • $20 [ON SALE]

SHOES (Similar)

New Look • 26€

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MANGO • 24€


 

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