Life update – Not blogging alot lately.

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Hi,

Lately, I have “stopped” blogging , posting on Insta or making videos.  I have those mood swings , since January to be honest , where Im depressed and happy one day , then something happens (even the littlest things) , then every falls down. I had problems with my resident permit , I am still scared not to be taken in University next year , I have some courses I need to repass in my old univerisity in France , and Im scared I would fail those re-exam again, my mood swings influences my studiying program alot, meaning that If im not in the “right mood” for studying then I will procrastinate, which is funny because when it comes to work out , I am very severe to myself , I push myself to go EVERYDAY , because I know my dream body is close and if I give up now , everything i have been doing for 1 year , would have been for nothing. Still money problems, I live on my boyfriend’s scholarships, simply because I didn’t get a job , I don’t speak danish , so It’s very hard to find anything here … even if EVERYONE HERE said that I would find something fast .. lol look at me now …

Moreover , I have to take an english exam asap to prove , Im not dumb …Funny enough , I took an English test called TOEFL ( 200€ .. yeah ) , and I got 82/120 , I was supposed to get at least 88/120 to be even “considered a candidate” in my university … This is the part where I feel like a HUGE FAILURE. Everything I start , I never go fully ’til the end. There is always something blocking me, even myself.

Because of all of that , I am currently not in the mood to write or even make funny videos. I want to create a great content on Instagram, with nice photos, not just “clickbait” photos I did. I have no motivation for these things.

It is truely hard , to change your habits and who you are.  I know it is for the best , procrastination is bad but I just can’t help it sometimes it’s beyond me. I am far from my family , you might as well ask , why the fuck I am here. I ask that question to myself all the time, thank god my boyfriend is here. I feel like Im a bit harsh with him sometimes , like I feel bad , whenever I don’t do what he asks me , because he offers me so much … I don’t know.

I am the kind of person who thinks ALOT … too much. All I want right now is to be accepted to university (if possible second year) , to successfully pass my courses left, get a job in July , get that PERFECT BODEYY, See my family this summer.  Money – Study – Family.  Thats all I want and I need.

Sorry for that big novel  but I had to give an update , and to write it down really makes me face my problems and find a solution to fix them ASAP !!!! ❤

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Aalborg – April 2017

Black and White Stripes

Never cold

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TOP

Topshop • 20€

SKIRT

New look • 12€

SHOES

New Look • 26€

COAT

Liz Claiborne • 80€


 

 

Bucket list #3 Japan

This beautiful and mysterious island , full of trees and tiny appartments. This contrast between the tiny spaces in the big city and the traditional houses back in the countryside…

This beautiful and mysterious island , full of trees and tiny appartments. This contrast between the tiny spaces in the big city and the traditional houses back in the countryside.

I am a food lover , and don’t get me wrong but the food there (as I imagine it) is amazing ! Just sushi already I mean come on !!! The soups , salads … I have always been curious about their mushroom soups ! They look a bit weird don’t you think ???

Should we mention the huge culture shock ? Mangas, Pop music,Geisha, Kawaii stuff, video games ??? I mean Japan is a big cultural shock ? I mean do I need to even say more haha .


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Kinkaku-ji, Kyoto. (Credit to Michael Chandler)

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(Credit Moyan Brenn)

 

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Kochi, Japon (Credit Dorinser) 

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Tokyo, Japan (Credit Dorinser)

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Mount Fuji , Japan (Credit Peaceful-jp-scenery) 

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Ishiuramachi 9 Chome, Takayama-shi, Japan (Credit Håkon Skogsrud)

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Castle , Osaka, Japan (Credit Tan Yilmaz) 

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Tokyo, Japan (Credit Ernst Castillo)

Have you ever been to Japan ?

Life update #2

On this November 6th. Things have moved a little since my last life update … if you don’t follow me on Instagram , you might still be stuck from when I was not even in Denmark yet…

On this November 6th. Things have moved a little since my last life update … if you don’t follow me on Instagram , you might still be stuck from when I was not even in Denmark yet.

After 2 months here , I couldn’t join a study because I did pass the “TOEFL” test , which is an english certification test for universities , to certify your english level.

In September When we moved to Aalborg , we didn’t have an appartment yet , we were just praying for one. Until then , we had to stay in a hostel with 4 other students ALL WAITING FOR AN APPARTMENT TOO ! We were both pissed and I was sad because this isn’t what I signed for you know ? I was excepting at least a private room or something… I thought we were 100% to get a place before he starts studies when I left Lyon I was VERY WRONG , I didn’t understand how the system worked . Anyways , we figured out that he would live with his sister (she is in Aalborg but in a 20m² appartment) and me with his mom, she lives 1h30 away from Aalborg , so it was not THAT BAD, we would see eachother every week end. SO , after this , we moved from the hostel let’s say … 5h after we came ? we took a cab and went directly to a hotel “Jomfru Ane Hotel” , very nice hotel in the “bar/party” street haha ! We had the breakfast with the room for free , so we hung out the first day around Aalborg , the second day , my boyfriend had to go to school , so I spent the whole day with his lovely sister , we got to know eachother a little bit more, it was a really nice day ! After this , we drove to his mom’s house , where I actually stayed 1 month ! I enjoyed being there , I got to know his mom ALOT ,she is a wonderful woman, I am so grateful I could stay there for a month.

1st of October , I go to my boyfriend’s dad’s house to pack up everything so the day after we could live early and get THE SHIT DONE FAST haha !

2nd of October, living for Aalborg , 3 hours drive … I basically slept the whole time haha. Finally there ! No a fan of the building , but the appartment is nice , simple and a big closet  ! So no problemo , but no time! We all go to IKEA , to shop furniture and stuff  … THE MOST EXCITING MOMENT OF MY LIFE MUHAHAHAH !!! It reminds me when I was little with my cousin we would love shopping for cooking stuff etc… I couldn’t be happier at this time to see this thing happen ! Am I overreacting or … ?? haha , we stayed there 2 hours , got a bed , a desk .. READY TO START THIS LIFE ! It took us 2 days to unpack everything and make it look great ! (here is some photos)

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I got my fitness subcription for the month, I must pay full price (50€) since I don’t have a CPR yet !

1st November, papers filled up for my registration in Denmark, after that I can finally be like a danish citizen  , I filmed my first video for Youtube ! I need to edit it and change few little things , it’s just going to be an introduction video. I will let you guys know when it’ll be uploaded ❤